I chose not to go to school today. I lied to them and said I was sick -.-
I dont want to work anymore right now. I just want to do whatever I want, not forcing myself to work. That's what I want. I want a bum's life
I fucking want to be myself but i cant be completely. This sucks. This life sucks.
Well I do believe that if one wants a sucking life... expect things won't be good. Hence, work hard for a nice life. This is a pain but the truth.
I don't like what I feel. This decision to not go to school is absurd. Despite this, I chose to stay home. What else am I expecting to feel than this?
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I'm watching Queen Seon Deok. I cry for Princess Deokman. She can't tell her love what she feels because she's a princess and he is a servant. Now her love Yusin is marrying another to for the sake of the princess. Princess cannot do anything by weep and continue her rule for the sake of Yusin's sacrifice.
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