Thursday, August 9, 2012

Dear Blogger,

Something is happening. I am a sociapath in real and I'm becoming one too in virtual society and FB.
Last summer, I was an active player of Oz World Global and Online. Then I made painful, disappointing relationships. After that, I started hating the game and any social networking stuff including FaceBook.

Nowadays, I only open my FB to check school announcements like if there are classes and messages from my co-workers and other work stuff. I rarely post a status in my wall. Maybe once a month or in two months. I'd rather read the status of others than post my own. I don't want them to know what I am thinking. I'd rather keep everything about me for myself.

I don't have friends at work that I can talk to about this or even outside work. I have one friend, my high school classmate but I don't talk to her much. So basically I have no friends.

I hate my situation. It's not a normal state of a normal 21-year-old woman. What the hell is happening?
These are my weekday activities

  • Wake up at 6am
  • Go to work which starts at 7.15am -.-
  • Eat breakfast in my free time
  • Work
  • Go home
  • Work
  • Watch movie/series
  • Read a book
My Saturday
  • Wake up at 5am
  • Attend grad school at 7am
  • Eat breakfast
  • Go home
  • Do HW
  • Watch series
  • Read a book
My Sunday
  • Wake up
  • Watch series
  • Read a book
  • Do HW and work-related stuff
  • Watch series
  • Eat
  • same things to do either work/watch/read/sleep
It is a boring predictable life.
And no friends and social events were mentioned in my weekly activities
Am I the only one living like this???

By the way, my work is teaching. So when I am in school, I get to talk to a lot of people: students, parents, teachers, staff. 

and I like my work. @__@     Am I normal?? hehe I believe I'm not lol. 

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