Something is happening. I am a sociapath in real and I'm becoming one too in virtual society and FB.
Last summer, I was an active player of Oz World Global and Online. Then I made painful, disappointing relationships. After that, I started hating the game and any social networking stuff including FaceBook.
Nowadays, I only open my FB to check school announcements like if there are classes and messages from my co-workers and other work stuff. I rarely post a status in my wall. Maybe once a month or in two months. I'd rather read the status of others than post my own. I don't want them to know what I am thinking. I'd rather keep everything about me for myself.
I don't have friends at work that I can talk to about this or even outside work. I have one friend, my high school classmate but I don't talk to her much. So basically I have no friends.
I hate my situation. It's not a normal state of a normal 21-year-old woman. What the hell is happening?
These are my weekday activities
- Wake up at 6am
- Go to work which starts at 7.15am -.-
- Eat breakfast in my free time
- Work
- Go home
- Work
- Watch movie/series
- Read a book
My Saturday
- Wake up at 5am
- Attend grad school at 7am
- Eat breakfast
- Go home
- Do HW
- Watch series
- Read a book
My Sunday
- Wake up
- Watch series
- Read a book
- Do HW and work-related stuff
- Watch series
- Eat
- same things to do either work/watch/read/sleep
It is a boring predictable life.
And no friends and social events were mentioned in my weekly activities
Am I the only one living like this???
By the way, my work is teaching. So when I am in school, I get to talk to a lot of people: students, parents, teachers, staff.
and I like my work. @__@ Am I normal?? hehe I believe I'm not lol.
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